Ok. Sorry for the mass posting.
I just have so much on my mind.. and everything is running around and it sucks.
And I don’t have anyone to really talk to. Even if I did, I wouldn’t burden them with my problems.

But here’s kinda what’s going on…
My ex and I were together for nearly 2 years.
Then I decided that it just wasn’t working anymore. He was controlling, jealous, inconsiderate, lazy, mean, rude, hurtful, and a million other things.

We currently live together…

He told me he wanted to be friends, and wanted to hang out and talk.
Well every time I try to talk, he completely blows me off.
He never asks if I would like to hang out.. Instead he’d rather drive a hour to someones house where he doesn’t do anything because they are different from him. when I ask if he wants to hang out he blows me off.
He would not let me get my belly button pierced for a graduation gift because he hates and is against piercings, but he was going to go watch someone he works with get her nipples pierced.
If I text him too much, he tells everyone I’m being ‘crazy’.

But he doesn’t realize that he is the crazy one.
He tells me how much he loves me, how much he wants to be with me.
He always asks me if I want to have sex and do things with him.
He still gets jealous when I talk to other guys. He gets mad if I don’t talk to him.
And I don’t know what to do.
I’m stuck living with him until I get my taxes back, so we can break the lease.

I’ve tried ignoring him, but he gets mad.
I’ve tried talking to him, but then I’m being ‘crazy’.
I’ve tried keeping to myself, but then he purposely does things to get my attention.
I’m lost. I have no one to talk to. No one who really cares.

I’m not crazy.. But he is completely driving me insane.

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